Ok so i dont have a reason. But i am suddenly mad at him. Nothin new happened but he is pissing me off.
Tomorrow marks 9 years and maybe i know he doesnt care and this is a reminder that i am wasting more time with him. He says stupid shit that is supposed to melt me but i know its full of shit. the whole thing is full of shit. okay maybe this is the reason why i am angry. i dont want to talk to him.
i really dont want to talk to him tomorrow. i wasted 9 years on him. i keep falling for all the bull. i should be more strict. my anger goes down. he just sends this shit pics when he feels like it. .like is that me.. am i meant to do this..
okay atleast i know why i am angry. like yesterday he calls and i just say yes for all his shit. what is wrong with me.
he is not even going to remember tomorrow. this is the sad thing. its only me. i am the only one who gives a shit. he doesnt have time to remember anything, he doesnt care.
ok .